two of a kind?

*shudder*



ifimustfall013: ok
ifimustfall013: so sometimes when i am in public places
ifimustfall013: like chapel
LaGatita0007: yeah
ifimustfall013: when it gets really qiuet
ifimustfall013: i get really nervous sometimes because i just stand there and i think to myself...omg....what if i stood up and screamed f**k really loud. or what if i jumped off the balcony onto the people down there. nad hten i get REALLY scared and think i might actually do it without knowing it.
ifimustfall013: have you ever thought things like that?
ifimustfall013: hahaha
LaGatita0007: yes
LaGatita0007: all the freaking time
LaGatita0007: like back when ccp was doing sound of music
LaGatita0007: i watched 11 times
ifimustfall013: haha
LaGatita0007: and a few of them i was sitting on the floor, and these nuns came up the aisle in one scene
LaGatita0007: and i was so scared i was going to jump up in the middle of the show and run screaming onto the stage in front of the nuns
ifimustfall013: haha
ifimustfall013: yeah
ifimustfall013: its weird
LaGatita0007: yeah
ifimustfall013: i get paranoid
LaGatita0007: does it ever happen so that you think you're going to accidently kill yourself by jumping off a tower or out a window?
ifimustfall013: hah yea! or that i might accidently kill other people
LaGatita0007: yeah
LaGatita0007: "hmmm....what if i drove into oncoming traffic?"
ifimustfall013: OMG
ifimustfall013: ya
ifimustfall013: scaryyyy
LaGatita0007: haha
LaGatita0007: maybe its just a creviston thing
ifimustfall013: maybe
LaGatita0007: or maybe its really everyone and we just didnt know it
ifimustfall013: yeah