yeah so i guess i have to get up super early for a saturday (like 9 am or something) to go see tim the austrian's mandolin concert (!?)....yeah i know, what the heebeejeebees, but i think it sounds fun and interesting, plus i'd be socializing and that would be nice, i'd like to do more of that. for all those who are clueless about that last comment, ive had mono for about 3 months and am finally getting over it, so i've been pretty low-radar social lately, not much fun, always turn people down.

yeah so im "relieved" coz i just had a nervous breakdown...well, i exaggerate...i finally let out all my pent up superstress to joe. man he's cool. i am just so evil and nasty and mean to him coz i cant be that way to anyone else, so i just dump on him all the time. but he takes it like a man. im so glad about that coz if he didnt i would have serious issues with myself, i mean even if there was no way of my knowing he was really just a super ugly girl all this time, i would still be all like wiggin out totally for like years later after having found out that he "takes things like a woman" or whatever. sick.

speaking of wiggin out, yeah so we had the hashing out of suzin's evil pent up yucky stress in his truck where i can cry and blow my nose without feeling too stupid (woulda had to be in carmin's very busy lobby instead), and we were there for a couple hours (no not making out, it was a high traffic area, people walking by about every 5 minutes and the campus police driving by all the time and other cars too) talking, and you know for lack of anything else to look at i'd be staring at the cars driving by, and there's this maroon old el camino that drove by. then a while later i saw it drive by again. in the same direction, like it was driving in circles. and then AGAIN. and this was all only when i was paying attention. who knows how many other times it drove past? aw jeese. great, i just watched truman show yesterday. you know the part where he predicts the lady on the red bike, guy with flowers, and vw bug with dented fender will drive by? coz theyre on a loop as extras? yeah, it was like the el camino was on a loop. man im getting paranoid. why did joe get cast as my boyfriend? why him? i just dont get it. why meredith as my roommate? its just all so weird. weird weird weird. but it would make sense that my eventual love interest would be roommates with a guy i went to high school with, just coz of how "its a small world after all" that is. especially since its devin, for some reason. creepy creepy.

so i decided that if joe ever dies, im going to start hanging out in laundromats. see, and you, as loyal readers, have the totally wrong idea about why i would do that. if you've thought about it you probably decided it was so i could meet guys and offer to do their laundry for them or wash our lacey underthings together or something queer like that, and thats not it at all. its coz part of what makes joe smell like joe is fabric softener. and im not sure exactly what kind. so i figure hanging out in laundry central, i'd run into the main ingredient of joe scent quite often. yeah. so ill still have that to grasp onto.

by the way...it was an FNL friday! and schenck was even cooler than usual, if thats possible. he danced a little jig. it rocked. and of course did "deep thoughts with professor schenck". ....."Hanukah is for Jews only" hahaha and i also remember "sometimes when i put my little girls to bed, especially around christmas time, i find myself having to remind them that i am not putting them to sleep in the same way i put fluffy asleep that summer" yeah that one was super good. and for nonIWU peeps...FNL means Friday Night Live, and all the really funny people on campus put on a variety of skits and its a riproaringriot and everyone's laughing hard and the audience yells stuff and it makes the actors laugh sometimes and theres a couple bands and it just rules. just like snl only iwu-sized and more appropriate. like this year, the fnl news anchors are joel and josh cash. brothers! it just seems smallcollegeish. yah. ;)

so i think im done for the day ... booyah.