i'm so tired.
i'm tired of feeling like i need something, i'm tired of telling people what i need, and i'm tired of being overlooked. i'm tired of just being what's convenient. i wish i was happy.
i think secretly my worst fear is that i'm worthless. i think i might believe i'm worthless. and i wish the people i wanted to make me feel like i am worth something to them would do so, unasked...or even after they've been asked.
i'm tired of getting upset and then getting more upset because i'm made to feel like i'm annoying, in the way, a burden, or there's no time for me just because i'm upset.
i'm tired of being hopeless. i'm tired of not mattering as much as everyone else.
i don't know what to do. i wish things would start going right for me for once in my life. just once in my life, for things to be okay. just once to be happy.
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"i think secretly my worst fear is that i'm worthless. i think i might believe i'm worthless."
That's an easy fear to catch. But it's not true. you are worth something.
I'm probably not someone you need to hear it from, but I wanted to say it.
thanks, uncle carl.
things did get better.
Hey Suzin. Know that you're not the only one to feel like that at times. It's a constant struggle for us women.
thanks jo.
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