randomblings

dudes, im sorry. i got bored so theres a plethora of updates. exciting.

googling is fun. can i just say that? i hope so, coz i just did. before i asked. so i hope i can. maybe.

i really want to go to hobby lobby soon, coz i need to buy a palette and some turpentine stuff so i can get crackin on my oil painting habit. i got a drawer full of paint tubes and paintbrushes and nothing to do with ums til i get this figgered out. its an itch. and i gotta scratch.

i miss art classes. and after college i'm going to miss dignal times coz they come awfully close to those high school art kid times. i liked being an art kid, even if it meant listening to techo and trance music til your ears bled coz george and john demanded such. you just werent an art kid if you didnt draw anime and listen to techo. LOSERS. jean and i were so much cooler. and we didnt need anime to do it.


rumor has it that some weekend soon i'll get to join dignal and some others and paint her parents basement...and get paid to do it. as if marking dignal territory with paint wasnt enough! and getting caught up on bekah time....so great. maybe i'll buy her a dead goldfish, just to add scars to her childhood. every child needs scars. .......i'm a horrible person, aren't i? you love it.

dignal finally added me to her blog link list. i'm "dont make suzin mad". i love it. almost as much as i love you. but not quite.

i need to get some film developed. i do.

and i bought a buncha junk from avon/mark through jo the girl.

HOLY HECK. i just remembered! today, everybody i know asked if they could work at pizza hut in the future. YES! josiah mentioned working there next semester....dignal said she's seriously considering it and a half, and then jo the girl already was. i'll be coming back with an armload of applications and the gratitude of a very happy, emotional gay man named michael. thursday, here i come.


i think i'm all weirdio right now coz i just cruised through deviantart's selection of journal icons. hence the newageness. this one's for you, schaller. love it. you too aaron. you can be emo, we know you can do it!


i discovered through jon's discovery the blog of a taylor student. i made some obligatory comments of iwuness, so hopefully that will spark something interesting. maybe even a playful war. maybe one day we'll MEET. cue meredith singing the "meet me in the middle" catholic camp song.



maybe i should go into couples counseling. i'm intuitive and empathetic. sometimes i just KNOW things. and it scares me. i dont know how i know, but i know exactly who's doing what and why and what secret motives and fears and emotions are playing into their actions or lack thereof. maybe i sound coolier than thou right now, but for real. it scares me sometimes how things come out later and i'm just like "how the crap did i KNOW that." dont worry. i dont do "i told you sos" unless theyre good. like cromer and kim hooking up, what what.




i seriously need to stop. sorry. i will.


current music: switchfoot - the beautiful letdown