the world is having more fun than me....

you were wrong
you were right
you are gone tonight
you are free
so alive
you were wrong
you were right


well....starting to get somewhat nervous......
for the next two weeks joe and i are in charge of youth group (wednesday nights) and sunday school (obviously, on sunday). and that starts tomorrow night, i'm teaching youth! i was originally gonna speak on hypocrisy, and then next week do a talk on dating, complete with koolaid/water illustration, but i think i'm going to do true repentance vs. false repentance tomorrow night and save hypocrisy for next week. i guess i had something of an epiphany during class today...looking at Steve DeNeff's Whatever Became of Holiness? i all of the sudden realized i could totally gank his concept and make a youth group lesson out of it. so thats cool. and then i guess joe is more in charge of the sunday schools. shad just kind of gradually assigned us more and more. first it was just teach tomorrow night, then it was next week as well, then on sunday he told us he couldnt find anyone to do sunday school and could we handle that too? its a taste of being a regular youth pastor.

dude, i just got the may term campus schedule under my door, and there's this music festival friday may 16 & saturday may 17...on campus....called Shelter Festival. and God is freaking cool coz a.m.drive, Bliss i mean Sevenglory, AND Calibretto are all playing! AT THE SAME FESTIVAL! this may never happen again....and its SO FREAKING COOL. i dont know if i can handle it.

i wonder if amdrive will change the lyric to "if i had a giant kingdom at iwu" instead of "giant kingdom that i rule" now that i've pointed it out to him how it can be heard both ways....aw jeese.

man, all my friends have foreigner envy. well, theres tim, katie wright, and cromer, who really ARE foreigners of a sort...tim&katie from austria, and cromer from zambia....missionary kids....but right now meredith is in england/scotland, buffalo and katie w. are in china, dignal is in haiti...and jo the girl is headed for mozambique sometime soon, tim is going to somewhere in europe for awhile, and i think theres someone else going somewhere, i just cant remember who and where. but sheesh, people. okay, okay, i admit it. i'm a little jealous, and i wish i got to travel as well. deng it.


i'm considering taking up taebo. once a week, on wednesdays before youth. with pam. she says she went down a whole pants size. i want to! i want to go down like 5! back to where i used to be....just for my own self esteem. yeah. 10 bucks a month...i think its worth it. if i can stay here for the summer.

I NEED A FREAKING JOB!

current mood: frustrated
current music: "Something About You" Five For Fighting