as long as you're alive here i am

I REALLY WISH JOE WOULD CUT HIS HAIR. HE LOOKS LIKE MY BROTHER RIGHT NOW.

oh it feels so right to be back on campus with all my people. it feels so right to be sitting up way past when i should be, typing on my computer in the dark while my roommate snoozes. ;)

uh oh, colonel forbin died today. poor fishy. he was white! thats so cool in a betta! but all of the sudden he contracted Velvet and keeled over. it wasnt a very pretty sight. but luckily i caught it early in the day so i could separate him from wilson. aw jeese. i think i need to clean the aquarium so the fish can fornicate madly. i need this to happen. to satisfy some deep desire within. maybe im sexually frustrated and i take it out on my fish by making them breed. thats what some weird people might think. stupid weird people.

so if "stupid" was a color, carmin 303 has decided it would be pink.

i love eating meals with foreigners! austrians and zambians and brian from marion. its so amusing! and of course, doing anything with matt arnold is the equivalent of an out-of-body experience and a half. but that just goes without saying. i dont know why i even mentioned it. duh.

yeah classes started today. yuck. just as i was losing hope and contemplating my future as "the girl with no friends in our PHE101 class" my suitemate heather walked in. that was pretty sweet relief. better than ...no, i wont say that. some people find poopoo gross. but heather understands. she knows all about poop. yes she does. haha, i know she reads my journal sometimes. oh baby. HEATHER GOT BACK. tee hee!

and then i also have leadership (LDR150) on Tues/Thurs, thats gonna be super duper boring. but tomorrow is my fun day...start the morning right with some intro to youth ministries (YTH220/221), followed by a massive helping of apocalyptic literature (BIL408~ack! a sr. level!) and then straight to chapel. then 3:30-5 i got SHWEAVING! i shlove to shweave. and a half. i took all the weaving courses in high school, and then did some more in independent study art. now i get to shweave all over again. hurrah!

theres a picture on the bulletin board part of desk of nick's arm and hand touching one of matt arnold's boobs. no faces though. but i look at it when im thinking of what to say or bored with the comp screen. theres also a picture of Elizabeth Rae Brown (my brand new cousin), a picture of adam (my bro) with less hair so that he's actually cute, and a bumper sticker that says "i proudly pledge allegiance to one nation UNDER GOD." yep yep yep. someone threw them at the new ron in the pizza hut drive through window. i guess the new ron needed some Lord.

i think im gonna watch some tv/movie something and eat, coz thats just what i do.